I'm really not expecting anyone to give this journal a second glance. I suppose you all could read and comment if you wanted, but I doubt anyone will.

I'm seriously considering getting rid of my dA account. It's not like I actually contribute anything. I barely even comment anymore. I'm much more content to just stand on the sidelines, watching others rather than interacting with them. I enjoy being around people, I just don't know how to act around them most of the time.

It doesn't help that I fail at expressing my emotions, either. I really like getting attention and love from others, but I have no idea how to go about expressing this. I mean, I'll drop hints, but they're rarely picked up. Kinda makes for a lonely existence.

I've got no talent other than writing, which isn't even that good because I never get inspired to write. That, or I'm worried about what others will say if I actually do write something.

Please ignore my obvious self-esteem issues and inferiority complex. Believe me, if I could get rid of them, I would in a heartbeat. I really hope my little self-pity fest didn't waste too much of your life.


EDIT: There's a 75 percent chance that this account will be gone by next week.